Big Bang Prayers

I live
in moments  that mark me and mine
by immerse

In my measure
as always a dynamic balance
of relative scales

Not absolutes
static and ponderous but a mobility
wedded to transience

A loose define
yet..in essence a better reflection
of nature's innate continuity

A sensibility limited
sadly...to only an evolved capacity
to savor and comprehend

The immediate
concerns...partly yet purposefully blind
to present…today’s gifts

As roving eyes
one with roots mining past experience...versus
another tugged...by fresh promise

A youthful temptress
adept at nourishing my vintage roots...of disquiet
chaos and confusion

An ethereal vortex
spun out... by ambition and focus…birthing
a tickling curiosity

Forever...milking perceptions
for supportive ‘facts’ to huddle and cling to
for protective mothering

Of thoughts expressed...feeding
hunger and denial in ones rebellion for truths
taking shapes...in a poets poetry

Soulful cries
often unheard amidst the blind...lament and celebration
of worded outreach...straining

To grasp impossibles
dreams…that touch hopefully...worshipped Gods 
by holding a torch...to distant stars

A galeatic spin
apparent only in lonely distancing...or virtual faith
 cyclically diminishing or expanding space

Drawn to drown ...now
and forever…in big black holes…craving absolution
in super-scalar seduction

By outer beauty
an attractive fire…obscuring inner turmoils surrender
that all of substance...gravitate to

As personal space
be swallowed whole by longings crushing embrace
loosing all...to 'singularity'...a goal

For final solace
seeking sweet release...of all consciences to the ultimate
high of ecstasy…in oblivion